I rarely dream anymore, but i will never forget..
The 3 most vivid dreams to me, that have stuck?
i know why two of them is stuck in my memory,
but one of them is just ridiculous and it was re occuring every once in a while.
just to understand the whole story ill sum it up
When i was growing up, i had the most up and down life, moved all around the place , lived in over 9 different places growing up,
and the second home i ever lived in there was this painting, it was an oil painted scenery, very eerie looking, not bright, not dark, just in the middle and it was also a heated painting about 50' high
When i had this dream i was 17 years old and now am 22, but i was living with my mom, she is a flight attendant so she was not home to witness it ,
i fell asleep, but it was the weirdest way ever of falling asleep.
i laid down, exhausted, when i closed my eyes and felt my self slipping into sleep it was like i started watching my self from another point of view, zooming away from my sleeping head slowly, very slowly. Then once i had realized what was happening, and i had control of the situation, i was just watching my self sleeping there, thinking about what i was dreaming about then realizing that i was trying to read my own mind but nothing was coming from it.
in one split second it was like a dimensional smash, like the point of view i was watching in my dream crashed into my head, then all the sudden i was paralyzed, i had no control over what was happening, i was being forced around in the air by what almost felt like someone holding me by the t shirt i was wearing (when i felt myself being picked up, it was the most real feeling i've ever had dreaming. i had no control so i started crying and moving my arms and legs up and down but thats all they would do i was being controlled by something i couldnt see, or hear or feel)
and then all the sudden it stopped, i was still dreaming, laying on my bed looking for this being that violated my space,
so i got up, being able to control my self in the dream again, and i took my dog outside for a walk (with no leash for some reason) it was night time, walking up my subdivision i was scared, looking up and looking around, while my dog went to pee in a yard i wasnt paying attention and i heard "YELP" , instantly i started yelling for my dog to come back, but it was dark and i hadnt noticed where he strutted off to. i started panicking because i could hear him whining like he got hurt so bad, and then all the sudden AGAIN i was picked up by my t shirt vigerously in the middle of my street, but this time it brought me so high in the sky that i couldnt see land, i could only see little specs. as i was uncontrollably elevated so high by something i didnt understand, something that was interrupting my dream, i came to a hault in the sky being held by an invisible hand and there was the oil painting, hovering right in front of me. at this point i was so disgruntled and confused, and violated, i felt every single bit of pain, and then i was vigerously thrown up against the painting, i started crying and yelling why, the invisible creature was throwing my body up against the painting so hard like it was trying to knock sense into me, or out of me. this continued to happen for the duration of the dream, it all eventually stopped and i awoke crying, feeling scared, feeling like someone was watching me, my body felt painful especially my chest, and when i woke up i didn't have my t shirt on. and i realized i had scratched my self pretty bad in the midst of being elevated.
and ever since that day i woke up i hadnt had such a vivid dream then that ever.
the next dream that i remember happend at the same house but it was a little more loosely felt then the one before
but it started off with just me, i was walking in what appeared to be a university campus, buildings were all brown, it may have been MUN in Newfoundland but it wasnt so clear. so i was walking in my dream down a paved little walk way and i decided to take a seat at a bench i had come across. i sat and looked at the stars by myself. head tilted way back just enjoying it. when i realized a strange noise coming from above the university building like a cell phone vibrating